My heart hurts
I’m don’t want to be the person that is always available to hang out with when no one ele is aeound
But I don’t want to be the person that always gets left out
I know to be the person I want to be I need to get left out
But I have been left out my whole life because of my homeschooling that not fitting in seems like the only thing that matters
When it comes down to it my friends don’t care that I am suffering they just care that I am a good time
And I don’t know how to weed those friends out from the ones that care
I am feeling very low
I didn’t want this blog to become a place where I vent like it is a diary
But I don’t know what to do.
I need new friends. I need new help. I need people to who think I am worth it enough to stay through the hard parts. But I don’t know where to find these people… I will try to be more positive later.. thank you.